Bad luck... :'(

I have gone through many tough phases but never realized that bad luck was chasing me like a hutch dog....But i never saw it chasing me around but on today i finally  realized that it was following me all the time....
Now i understand that for every time i got cursed with bad luck good luck was coming at the back ....the thing was that i was hurt every time as the things weren't going on as I imagined ...my eyes were filled with sorrow which was like a fog which never gave me a chance to see the success....
Now i realized that the things that were going on was really a test that i never seem to pass...... :'(
continuing to be a failure hoping that these failures make me a perfect guy in the future ... continuing my tutorials with the tutor called time for the subject called life.....leading my life with a depressed present and hope... 

Flow of my life.. :) :(

                                                                 Life I think I had spent lot of time studying life than actually living it...in the beginning i used to think I had full of control of life and no one else has control over my life than me ...Later when i got screwed up in each and everything that i do and when my expectations reach to the unexpected peaks..
                                                         For each and every failure in my life my mind got into work analyzing the cause of failures.....After a long analysis I found out that the cause of failures is placing expectations that are more than ur limitations and placing full hope on the almighty without placing maximum effort and life is never in ur control but if you inisist and say that i have full control of life trust me buddy it wont last for a long time...but if it is lasting for a longtime let me tell you that u r a lucky guy...life is like a remote car controlled by someone who wanna play with u ...u wanna go this way and the car turns out in the another way.....
                                               This may look bad in the starting but trust me it will never be an awful idea because u have view of only the portion visible from the window of the car but the ones who's top of us can see the whole world clearly than us.... so let the handle goo loose and enjoy the life this doesn't mean that u shouldn't place any expectations u should make some effort but dont try to overdo things because living with nature is more important because of invention may lead to comfort but it doesnt always need to lead to comfortable life... :) :) live the life as it goes .... dont resist life live as it shows and takes U... :)

Failure...

if learned from it introduces success to us ....if taken to the mind in wrong perspective gives an unbelievably depressed mind.....Success when got to my head i forgot my self and placed myself on the top by standing on the ground....Now when it showed the taste i again I am now thinking how wrong was ....Now as i got realized ... i am kind off loving failure as it showed me where i belong to and where i stand in the world...hope my mind gets this as an never forgetting example ....Loving failure finding away to success my life journey continues .....towards an unseen future....

Blink of an Eye ... ;)

I think last time i blinked my eye i remember only seeing my mom and dad smiling as i was born....

Now As i am growing up each and every blink became countable.... Each moment captured and stored in an unlimited capacity hard disk called brain storing maximum number of memories.... Till now life was silly and the meaning of life was to enjoy as i see the world changing now in my perspective life is becoming more and more serious with a lot of responsibilities heading towards me like bullets to the villain....Stepping into an unbelievably stupid and selfish world ... ;) :) ...Be careful guys may be U have to face the same situation as I am now ... :(